Thank you for sharing this! This has made me feel a mixture of emotions. I finally understand why I have felt so lost and alone within my matriarchal family line. There are so many correlations between your story and my own life. My father was sent to Alaska after my parent married and I grew up near the Great Lakes. My parents divorced when I was 9 and I have two younger brothers. The programming (never understood that was what it was) I went through as a child tried to turn me to the dark energy. I remember seeing vortexes open up in our house as a child and being terrified, then blacking out. I have had recurring dreams about this huge multi roomed "house" (this came to me as soon as you mentioned the training facility you would be taken to) the rooms always looked exactly the same and the one I remember most was this red carpeted room with a giant tub (like a pool) in the middle of it. My mother worked for her brothers at an auto dealership that my uncles owned. Two of my aunts were open about their "spiritual" gifts. My father is still alive, but my mother came between him and his own family. My mother died 3 years ago after battling breast cancer. It felt so wrong to feel freedom after her passing but in all honesty that is how I felt. Since her passing we have broken ties completely from that side of the family. (Other than the social media lurching I'm sure that happens). I did feel a bit of axiousness and dred when watching this but soon realized no one can define who I am but myself and clarity and light dispel darkness. Lots of love to the two of you!! Thank you for shining your light and sharing a difficult message. Wounded healers unite to bring love and light to existence!
Thank you for sharing this! This has made me feel a mixture of emotions. I finally understand why I have felt so lost and alone within my matriarchal family line. There are so many correlations between your story and my own life. My father was sent to Alaska after my parent married and I grew up near the Great Lakes. My parents divorced when I was 9 and I have two younger brothers. The programming (never understood that was what it was) I went through as a child tried to turn me to the dark energy. I remember seeing vortexes open up in our house as a child and being terrified, then blacking out. I have had recurring dreams about this huge multi roomed "house" (this came to me as soon as you mentioned the training facility you would be taken to) the rooms always looked exactly the same and the one I remember most was this red carpeted room with a giant tub (like a pool) in the middle of it. My mother worked for her brothers at an auto dealership that my uncles owned. Two of my aunts were open about their "spiritual" gifts. My father is still alive, but my mother came between him and his own family. My mother died 3 years ago after battling breast cancer. It felt so wrong to feel freedom after her passing but in all honesty that is how I felt. Since her passing we have broken ties completely from that side of the family. (Other than the social media lurching I'm sure that happens). I did feel a bit of axiousness and dred when watching this but soon realized no one can define who I am but myself and clarity and light dispel darkness. Lots of love to the two of you!! Thank you for shining your light and sharing a difficult message. Wounded healers unite to bring love and light to existence!